she became a cartographer of the heart.: Archive

I hate crushes.

I would rather just not feel anything for anyone, honestly.

Jan 25th

Dear cute guy,

Quite frankly, I’m tired of actually fixing my hair (because that shit doesn’t happen very often) and you not coming it to see it. We could be great together, if only I had the courage to speak more than two words to you at a time. You need to come into the library every day. Sincerely, the shy “librarian” who stares at you and stutters when you speak to her

Jan 11th

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“It’s all just news to me Don’t really care if it hurts...”

Dec 26th

Dec 13th

Friends.

In real life (not through the internet, obviously), I don’t really share that much. I’m more of a listener. Okay, more of an awkward conversationalist. I’m better at getting to know people than I am at speaking the words that help people get to know me. For me, the moments that are the best in relationships are when someone validates your familiarity by proving they know one...

Dec 8th

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Having sushi with Sister.

We’re sitting two feet away from a couple on their first date, listening to their awkward banter. So NOT adorable.

Dec 2nd

Okay, phone. You were almost dead 30-45 seconds...

Now you’re beeping at me, telling me I need to unplug you to conserve energy because you’re done charging. Unless there was some time warp I am unaware of, what you are telling me is false. And no, I won’t unplug you BECAUSE I KNOW YOU’RE NOT DONE CHARGING.

Nov 30th

Ahh, work.

First I have rehearsal for a puppet show we’re having on Wednesday that I get PAID to help out with (I used to volunteer to do them back in the day). Then I get to be surrounded by books and hang out until 8 tonight with one of my favorite co-workers. Have I mentioned how much I love working at a library?

Nov 28th

“The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference. The opposite of art...”

– Elie Wiesel

Nov 27th

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Just finished: Night by Elie Wiesel Now on to: This Book Is Overdue! by Marilyn Johnson

Nov 27th

I love my family.

I just had an argument with my mother about how I feel zombies more appealing than vampires (AND RADICALLY DIFFERENT) as protagonists in fiction.

Nov 27th

One of my goals in life:

Find someone who will spend hours reading with me. Most mornings, when I don’t have to work early, all I want to do is drink coffee and read. To my knowledge, there is no better beginning to a day.

Nov 24th

I have never been a very forgiving person. I think it’s time to try it out. But honestly … What is the difference between forgiveness and letting someone back into your life to walk all over you again and again?

Nov 23rd

Nov 19th

Nov 15th

I would be okay with a zombie apocalypse right...

Nov 14th

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Well, fuck.

Nov 7th

Almost five years at BSU and yet again, I am...

THERE IS JUST SO MUCH I COULD DO!

Nov 6th

Only puppies can fart and still be cute.

Nov 23rd

“And even fancy things Have finally lost their charm Wine and diamond rings They never get you anymore You’re sleeping again Alone ‘cause nobody loves you So come on kid Look at what you did I don’t know if you meant it But you did yourself in And I was even having a good day When I’d found out we lost you” This is kind of how I’m feeling, I guess you...

Nov 18th

Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.

tiffanylikestosmile: dr dog- hang on forgive durden- missing piece honestly, that’s all i can do my sister is dating scott mcmicken from dr. dog :)

Oct 21st

My first official bout is Saturday at Qwest Arena.

Name: Demolition Barbie Number: 1959 I’m either going to kick ass, or get my ass kicked. But it’s derby, so either way, it’ll be fun.

Oct 7th

But dear you're not broken, it's only your pride...

falldownthestairs: -Jessa :] I love this song. And I miss you. :) this made me happy. thank you.

Jul 7th

you know it's a good practice when you get home...

i love practice. i love skating. i love roller derby.

Jun 17th

dear tumblr,

i haven’t spent much time on you and i’m sorry.

Jun 15th

Jun 12th

May 27th

i picked a derby name!

jessa jaguar? or jessie jaguar?

May 6th

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i hope the weather is cooperating on sunday

fresh meat practice keeps getting cancelled :(

May 6th

i go to my first roller derby practice as fresh...

and i’m really nervous. help me think of good derby names?

Apr 28th

it's insane how different people's perceptions of...

what is your perception of me?

Apr 20th

oh, you know . . . just chatting with my baby...

Apr 15th

Mar 29th

Mar 23rd

don't you just love when you plan hours to study...

Mar 23rd

after telling my parents about how i'm doing in...

dad: how come you're so beautiful?
me: what do you mean?
mom: sweetie, i think that means he's proud of you.

Mar 19th

Tumblr; help me with some Econ homework.

hippybroblogs: Please reblog and answer these questions: 1) Age? 2) Interest in music? (Little interest, Great Interest, Indifferent) 3) Desire for vintage, rare instruments to broaden your musical horizons? (Little desire, Great desire, Indifferent) Please help! This project is due in 3 hours and I need at least 20 answers! PLEAAAASE! 1) 18 (i had to think about that answer for a little...

Mar 18th

Mar 16th

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barefoot in the library :)

Mar 16th

i don't care how religious the rocket summer's new...

although i am not religious myself, i can still listen to Of Men and Angels and love the shit out of it.

Mar 11th

Mar 5th

hippybroblogs: Remember when I faked sick, and we went downtown and gave a homeless man pizza? And that guy with the apples stopped us and asked what our definition of success was and we agreed it was happiness and self fulfillment? And then he asked what we would have to lose to take that away, and we said each other? yes, i do. i miss you.

Mar 5th

thank you, bryce avary.

your music still gives me the same feelings it used to. you are constant. you are reliable. every other part of my life related to you has drifted away for some reason or another, but not the feelings. today is a beautiful spring day and i think it’s time for a bike ride

Mar 3rd

Mar 2nd

i'm happy and content.

i love my boyfriend. this is working out really well.

Mar 2nd

thank you, golden girls.

you are making studying for my geology exam a lot more entertaining.

Feb 24th

a friend isn’t just someone you hang out with on a regular or sporadic basis. a real friend is someone you feel 100% comfortable with. i’ve only had that once in my life.

Feb 22nd

i'm feeling the beginning stages of forgiveness.

1) i may forgive you for abandoning me 2) i may forgive you for lying to me 3) i may forgive you for betraying me 4) i may forgive you for not caring 5) and i may forgive you and myself for letting us drift apart … maybe it is a new year after all and it’s not like you care i haven’t forgiven you yet so, why the heck not?

Feb 17th

“you’re really boring, did you know that? you have, like, no personality at all....”

– gee thanks, jake (via jessamynk) yeah whatever! are you still working at the mall? i just got a job at sears. we need to go out to lunch again fo sho! (via kellyhasadventures) yeah, i am :) and i would love to! which department are you working in?

Feb 11th