she became a cartographer of the heart.

i'm jessamyn

i'm doing just fine hour to hour,
note to note.

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:( i freaking love this album
but it’ll always make me sad

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I was thinking about last night, and if you ever have a problem, I have a problem. And I will always be there to help you through anything, big or small.
— i’m so glad i have a boyfriend who doesn’t freak out when i randomly start crying while we’re together.
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It was quite a wedding and as I stood there watching, I realized something I’d forgotten a long time ago. Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you will find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding. But there’s also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who’s been standing beside you all along.
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i watched bride wars today.

that was a very bad idea.

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"i love you" has always been difficult for me to say.

not to family, of course.

but when i’ve been with people and tried to say it before, it’s never felt genuine. it’s never come out of my mouth and not felt awkward, you know?

but i finally met a man who i could say it to a million times a day and it’d never be enough.
no matter what else is falling apart in my life, thinking about him puts it into perspective. i am an incredibly fortunate and happy girl.

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why do we glorify getting wasted, casual sex, and smoking?

personally, i don’t think any of those qualities are particularly attractive in a person. which is funny, because i think some people still see me as someone who does all those things.

i’m still wondering how i got that reputation.

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i got another job!

i’m now an employee at claire’s.

hah.